hello i am looking to find out where this issue is coming from. it seems from what i can see to be from your turn page ogg file but i could be wrong any help would be appreciated.
https://pastebin.com/cWRkafbe

It was a null point exception. And in some line that errored. It said integrated dynamics/nextpageflip. Ogg or something to that effect could not be loaded. It was the best I had to go on. Figured if I was wrong someone else would see it. What line told you it's Botanica?

It said integrated dynamics/nextpageflip

I don't see that anywhere in your log. What line number do you see it on? Anyway, here's why I think it's Botania:

java.lang.NullPointerException: Initializing game
    at com.google.common.base.Preconditions.checkNotNull(Preconditions.java:213)
    at vazkii.botania.client.model.GunModel.<init>(GunModel.java:46)
    at vazkii.botania.client.core.handler.MiscellaneousIcons.onModelBake(MiscellaneousIcons.java:112)

This looks to me like a Botania crash. Why do you think it's related to integrated Dynamics?

i did more reasurch and found i was missing connected textures mod. however after fixing that issue i found this.
B#355] [12:51:34] [Immersive Engineering Contributors Thread/INFO] [immersiveengineering]: Attempting to download special revolvers from GitHub
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/WARN] [Integrated Dynamics]: Invalid item integrateddynamics:variableTransformer
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/WARN] [Integrated Dynamics]: Invalid item integrateddynamics:variableTransformer
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/ERROR] [IntegratedDynamics-Compat]: The compatibility for immersiveengineering has crashed! Report this crash clog to the mod author or try updating the conflicting mods.
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: java.lang.NullPointerException
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at org.cyclops.cyclopscore.recipe.custom.component.ItemStackRecipeComponent.equals(ItemStackRecipeComponent.java:34)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at org.cyclops.cyclopscore.recipe.custom.component.ItemStackRecipeComponent.equals(ItemStackRecipeComponent.java:30)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at org.cyclops.cyclopscore.recipe.custom.component.ItemAndFluidStackRecipeComponent.equals(ItemAndFluidStackRecipeComponent.java:52)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at org.cyclops.cyclopscore.recipe.custom.RecipePropertyMatcher.matches(RecipePropertyMatcher.java:22)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at org.cyclops.cyclopscore.recipe.custom.RecipeRegistry.findRecipe(RecipeRegistry.java:127)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at org.cyclops.cyclopscore.recipe.custom.RecipeRegistry.findRecipeByOutput(RecipeRegistry.java:102)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at org.cyclops.integrateddynamicscompat.modcompat.immersiveengineering.ImmersiveEngineeringRecipeManager.register(ImmersiveEngineeringRecipeManager.java:22)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at org.cyclops.integrateddynamicscompat.modcompat.immersiveengineering.ImmersiveEngineeringModCompat.onInit(ImmersiveEngineeringModCompat.java:22)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at org.cyclops.cyclopscore.modcompat.ModCompatLoader.onInit(ModCompatLoader.java:61)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at org.cyclops.cyclopscore.init.ModBase.callInitStepListeners(ModBase.java:234)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at org.cyclops.cyclopscore.init.ModBase.postInit(ModBase.java:324)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at org.cyclops.integrateddynamicscompat.IntegratedDynamicsCompat.postInit(IntegratedDynamicsCompat.java:132)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at sun.reflect.NativeMethodAccessorImpl.invoke0(Native Method)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at sun.reflect.NativeMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(Unknown Source)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at sun.reflect.DelegatingMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(Unknown Source)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at java.lang.reflect.Method.invoke(Unknown Source)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at net.minecraftforge.fml.common.FMLModContainer.handleModStateEvent(FMLModContainer.java:647)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at sun.reflect.GeneratedMethodAccessor3.invoke(Unknown Source)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at sun.reflect.DelegatingMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(Unknown Source)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at java.lang.reflect.Method.invoke(Unknown Source)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at com.google.common.eventbus.EventSubscriber.handleEvent(EventSubscriber.java:74)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at com.google.common.eventbus.SynchronizedEventSubscriber.handleEvent(SynchronizedEventSubscriber.java:47)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at com.google.common.eventbus.EventBus.dispatch(EventBus.java:322)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at com.google.common.eventbus.EventBus.dispatchQueuedEvents(EventBus.java:304)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at com.google.common.eventbus.EventBus.post(EventBus.java:275)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at net.minecraftforge.fml.common.LoadController.sendEventToModContainer(LoadController.java:253)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at net.minecraftforge.fml.common.LoadController.propogateStateMessage(LoadController.java:231)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at sun.reflect.NativeMethodAccessorImpl.invoke0(Native Method)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at sun.reflect.NativeMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(Unknown Source)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at sun.reflect.DelegatingMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(Unknown Source)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at java.lang.reflect.Method.invoke(Unknown Source)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at com.google.common.eventbus.EventSubscriber.handleEvent(EventSubscriber.java:74)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at com.google.common.eventbus.SynchronizedEventSubscriber.handleEvent(SynchronizedEventSubscriber.java:47)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at com.google.common.eventbus.EventBus.dispatch(EventBus.java:322)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at com.google.common.eventbus.EventBus.dispatchQueuedEvents(EventBus.java:304)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at com.google.common.eventbus.EventBus.post(EventBus.java:275)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at net.minecraftforge.fml.common.LoadController.distributeStateMessage(LoadController.java:148)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at net.minecraftforge.fml.common.Loader.initializeMods(Loader.java:833)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at net.minecraftforge.fml.client.FMLClientHandler.finishMinecraftLoading(FMLClientHandler.java:357)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at net.minecraft.client.Minecraft.func_71384_a(Minecraft.java:521)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at net.minecraft.client.Minecraft.func_99999_d(Minecraft.java:352)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at net.minecraft.client.main.Main.main(SourceFile:124)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at sun.reflect.NativeMethodAccessorImpl.invoke0(Native Method)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at sun.reflect.NativeMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(Unknown Source)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at sun.reflect.DelegatingMethodAccessorImpl.invoke(Unknown Source)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at java.lang.reflect.Method.invoke(Unknown Source)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at net.minecraft.launchwrapper.Launch.launch(Launch.java:135)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/INFO]: [STDERR]: at net.minecraft.launchwrapper.Launch.main(Launch.java:28)
[B#355] [12:51:34] [Client thread/WARN] [Integrated Dynamics]: Could not find an achievement by id 'integratedtunnels.exporterItem'

Yep, Botania crash.

I'm leaving this issue open for the other issues that are in the mentioned part of the logs.

Had botania disabled for that run immersiveengineering is the error in the log chunk I just posted going to try downgrade to previous versions for a fix.

Oh dear, that's 1.11 (please include this in the issue in the future), lots of things were broken back then. The issues in the logs don't apply anymore.