The issue is that using radium and origins with optifine can crash the game, when I remove optifine from the jar and keep radium, it works, while removing radium can fix the crash problem

I found the reason from fabric version why phantom take damage with lithium/radium apace100#473

Should be fixed in 1.3.1.8

Fixed, however, you can take damage inside walls as a phantom with radium in use because of apace100#473

The same fix works, just in radium.properties.