By trying join in server or create my own single world i have crash with this log.

I know the issue is from your side, because without your mode everything is working correct.
There is one mode that require your library is DragonSurvival 1.18.2 but also without him the game still crash only by removing that 2(dragon and your) mods it's start work correct.
The same issue from all checked versions from 0.12 to 0.15
crash-2022-04-27_01.37.38-client.txt
crash-2022-04-27_01.39.33-client.txt
crash-2022-04-27_01.43.31-client.txt
crash-2022-04-27_01.48.48-client.txt
crash-2022-04-27_01.23.23-client.txt

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I think there is possible issue between your mode and another from list, but in any case, I provided the problem and how to solve it is up to you.

good luck :)

maybe find the problem
OptiFine_1.18.2_HD_U_H7

Optifine is not supported and never will